i am as bad at “tumblring” as i am at actual journaling.
my mother is coming on sunday and i cant wait. i haven’t seen her since june when i moved to california. things have been really tense between us since the LA incident but we worked it all out today.
she was worried about reid and i…. i am too, still, but we’ll see. it is what it is. it’ll work out, or it won’t.
if it doesn’t, im totally fucked in terms of living situations, but would it really be such a bad thing to HAVE to be more independant? school in the fall… i dont know. in a weird way it feels like im on the brink of something. this past week will make or break us.